Hey my friends. Today I'm looking at gaslighting lies that dark tetrad parents say to and about their kids, that are actually true of them. And how this arrogant, deceitful, malicious shaming is completely contrary to God, the Bible and common parenting sense. These are things my parents said to me which at the time I believed. The power of gaslighting is real. But now I see that all their character assassination of me was really them telling on themselves. As my MIL said, when you point one finger at someone remember, four more are pointing back at you.
You're showing off. According to my dad, I was just one big drama queen. Said the guy who left us in Alaska so he could convert the Manson girls (!) One time that stands out was when he called me a showoff for singing. All while pouting that he wasn't asked to play his violin in whatever church he happened to grace with his presence that Sunday.
You're too sensitive. You can't take criticism. When I was being routinely as in on a daily basis verbally abused, attacked, belittled, mocked, humiliated publicly at family gatherings. When it was my dad who had a royal raging helluva hissy fit because I corrected the way he spelled algebra.
You're too critical. They routinely neglected my care. They forced me to do all the childcare at 10 in my mom's foster care. So she and her boyfriend could play house in the basement. I was doing all my dad's and his wife's housework and childcare. I was co-sleeping with their babies at 12. Then the work of running their adult foster care home at 14. I never complained but when family members would call them out, they'd turn and blame me for telling on them. I never once did.
You're exaggerating. About the abuse, neglect, abandonment (they literally left me with strangers in Alaska for weeks at a time when I was 6), endangerment (I was left to wander alone blocks from home at 4), exploitation, humiliation, parentification, scapegoating, lies and gaslighting, apparently. Though I'd never said anything. It took me till 59 to realize what had happened. It was their guilty consciences but dark tetrads never admit anything so they had to blame me.
You're over dramatizing. . Said four of the most theatrical showoffs you could imagine. If I was casting them in a play it would have to be a melodrama. Cue Little Nell and Snidely Whiplash. Which is also funny because as I said, I never even admitted that all this was happening. I made excuses for every weird, dangerous, hurtful thing they did.
You're fishing for compliments. When I asked if one of the many tasks I'd done was acceptable. And I only did that because there were horrific consequences for "failure." And they always came out of the blue like a knife in the back. Stepmommy and stepdaddy were VERY angry people and I was their victim of choice.
You're looking for attention. Well if you gave me just a bit of the attention real parents give their kids, I wouldn't have to now would I? But your M.O. is to ignore, exclude and put me in a corner until you want something of me.
You are selfish. Now that one's just laughable. Everything I ever had was sold to fund some pipe dream of their new partners and family. Literally my college fund was stolen to buy a motorcycle. And my child support was used to enable my mom's sorry new husband to sleep all day while I was evicted from their house at 16.
You're sinful. Yep sure am. And so is every other person on in history. Your point? You're just saying that to make me feel even more like shit. And to draw attention away from your own despicable behavior.
You nitpick. SAYS THE FRIGGIN CHIEF NITPICKERS! Your wife got upset with me for failing to scrub on hands and knees, the baseboards to perfection. Or because I didn't fold a towel her way. Or because she had to actually get up with her son at night because I was gone.
You're arrogant and proud. Don't even get me started on your many levels of arrogance, Jack, Ginny, Bill and Nancy. You really don't want to go there because I will bury you in f'rinstances.
You're disobedient. Not as much as I should have been. And really not at all. You have bound me, Pharisitically to burdens you never carried and you made yourselves gods to me. You should thank me for saving you from damnation of your own pride.
You're disloyal. Says who? I'm more loyal to you than you deserve. You're the ones disloyal to everyone--God, your spouses, me, your parents-- save yourselves.
It's your duty to do these chores. My the euphemisms you use. A few household tasks, indeed. More like all the mopping, sweeping, dusting, vacuuming, childcare, dishes, bathroom cleaning, laundry, ironing, cosleeping with your kids, kitchen cleaning, meal prep, waiting tables for your foster care--that's the work of housekeeper, nanny, parlour and scullery maid and a tweenie all rolled into one.
We're not putting too much work on you. Well if not, why do I have spine, neck and back problems of a 60 year old at 12? And why do you make me do things you would never do yourself. And without proper tools like a simple mop or vacuum? Why am I expected to scale snowbanks to get your kids' frozen diapers off the line?
You're lazy. Hummph, interesting. Remind me who it is that has to be up at 6 on a Saturday to clean the house and who watches TV till 3 am then sleeps till noon, never lifts a finger and expects stepdaughter to do all the work and is still angry and demanding more? Who is is that pouts and points her finger at daughter and gets husband to force more on daughter? For free!!
You're spoiled. Oh do tell how, please I dare you. If this shitshow you've shoved me in is spoiled, I'd hate to see abused and neglected.
You're lucky we had a good divorce. Really. As compared to what? We didn't know anyone who was divorced. I got that privilege to myself. And you never gave me an iota of help with it. Just plopped it in my lap and ran off to find new playmates. Seems to me you're the lucky one having such a patient daughter. And that the police didn't have you up for child abuse, neglect, endangerment and abandonment.
You're just jealous. Of you and your new "friends"? No really I'm not. I can see what trainwrecks you all are. And I wish you joy of each other. Now if you said envious of having a real family and loving parents, you might be right.
You're feeling sorry for yourself. When I get exhausted, burned out and depressed from all the burdens you put on me? No but I should be. But then, I forgot. "Depression" is your prerogative to weaponize against me and to leverage my pity.
You owe (insert list of demands) to your stepmother, stepfather and us. Whoa, whoa. Hold on there. Your new partners aren't my parents. If anyone owes anyone, they owe me care and love as your kid. And if you were going to bust up my family, the least you owed me was to pick caring people, not exploitative, demanding, abusive slavedrivers. I was never asked and never agreed to anything. So I owe you nothing. You on the other hand did sign a contract of care when you brought me into this world. A bargain which you've never upheld.
It's your fault I didn't succeed. If it weren't for you, I could have been (insert fantasy du jour). You mean being a mom caused you to miss opportunities? Oh honey, don't' compound lie with lie. you never let responsibility to me stand in the way of getting what you wanted. If you failed that was entirely on you.
You're in the way. Yeah and knowing you felt that way has crippled my self-esteem and confidence to the point where exiting this life seemed preferrable to staying. Put that it your pipe and smoke it.
Quit interrupting the adults when we're talking. I was an adult when they said this. And you've never acted like adults only spoiled toddlers.
You're angry all the time. (pause for laughs). I'M angry?? Pot, kettle. You lot are seething aggressive and passive-aggressive rage addicts. And if I did for once show anger, it would be righteously justified for all you put on me. You forget the scripture that warns you not to anger (frustrate, disappoint, stress) your kids.
You're disrespectful. No you're the one who's disrespectful to me. You only scorn. And I'm too respectful of you when you don't merit it.
You disobey God. K, let's unpack what's really being said here. If I'm doing all your work, and honoring you by obedience, even to your new spouses which by the way you're disobeying the Bible having, where's the problem here? You set yourself up as God and expect me to obey immoral commands. So who's the disobedient one here?
Got expects you to be obedient to parents. Ye..ess, but not when 1) you make yourself a god 2) you force me to do things that contradict God 3) you put people in my life and call them parents. He also expects YOU to obey Him and your parents which you did not do. AND He further expects you to love and care for your child (which you didn't do) and not antagonize your children (which you did).
He (she) can do whatever he (she) wants he's (she's) your father/mother. No he's/she's not. These are YOUR new partners NOT my parents. You can't even do whatever you want as my parents, let alone them. THEY have to respect me which might help me respect them. It begins with THEM being loving and caring not just two more demanding bosses in my life.
I have to let him (her) do whatever he (she) wants to you, he's/she's my husband/wife. Errr, no because 1) you don't let him/her do whatever he/she wants to you. You only play this dutiful helpless spouse charade when it comes to your partners hurting and enslaving me. You take damn good care of yourself. And you actually cheer them on to abuse me as the scapegoat so you can avoid any responsibility. And why did you choose such horrible people to foist on me anyway? You don't like or love them. Talk about failing your parental duties.
You're immoral. No I'm actually a pretty moral person. But it just suits you to make me think that because it turns the spotlight from your own risky, neglectful, immoral behavior.
You're a disappointment. That may be but yanno what? I just realized that you're a bigger disappointment to me. And I will say, to God. You drew first blood in neglecting your responsibilities to us both. And I will grow and mature. While you will and have go to your graves as failures. Unless you take your own advice and "remember that hell is still hot" (Nancy on Facebook post, SMH).